Have you ever given a thought to the purgatory? What is it? Where is it? Who will be exposed to it? The cleansing flame that will remove all impurity… The eternal flame of great suffering. Hmmm, let’s see.
Purgatory is a state of mind, a version of existence. It occurs when you begin to see that nothing goes away. Every word, thought and action has a blueprint in eternity. Every step of the way, every breath the same. So what is so special about the purgatory? It is the result of your actions onto others. The hard words, lies, violence and whatever made other people, animals og plants feel uncomfortable by your existence.
Most people never reach the level of self-awareness where they come to have this thought in their mind. Lucky them, in this incarnation. They will meet the topic later on.
This is to you who have reached the level of self-awareness to see that your existence have an impact on the Universe. Every thought, word and action is a part of the Universe creating itself. When you then reflect on how your life have been. The thoughts, words and actions. You will come up with a few or many things you in retrospect would erase if you could. But you can’t.
The degree of shame, excuses and other emotions will vary from person to person and case to case. But they all have one thing in common; they are there and they do not go away. No matter how many times you ask for forgiveness and no matter how much you regret it or cry, it is there. A part of the blueprint you have left in the wast tapestry of Life.
The solution is not to ask for forgiveness. That only creates a false sensation. If the person, animal or plant you have offended still is amongst us, you can have a conversation about it to remove any hard feelings. Fine. But it doesn’t take away the action. It gives ease because it takes away the emotional hang-up and energy steeling mode. It can become a part of the collection of wisdom instead of being an emotional trap you and the offended keep on feeding with energy.
You have to learn a very important lesson to get out of the trap. Enhancing bad consciousness doesn’t make it any better. It just feed the ever lasting wheel of increased bad consciousness that leads to any form of self-punishment that make one feel better (punished and feeling worse) for a while before it starts building up again. Like a tide, like a balloon. It grows and diminish, but never goes away. What a mess.
Do you feel stuck? Trapped? It is not a good feeling when you reach this level of consciousness. Most people don’t know what to do and fall into despair. It seems like there is no way out. No solution. What is there to say or do when all your so called mistakes is lined up before you and you have to handle them? As one of my spiritual teachers ones said: Death is not an option. So killing yourself will not solve anything. There must be another way. And there is. Maybe the toughest thing you will ever have to do. You must learn to live with it.
And how shall you do that without going under? All of the thoughts, words and actions you regret now, was the thing you felt right when it happened. You acted out of the highest consciousness you were able to create in that exact moment. Whatever you thought, said or did was out of the highest level of vibration you were able to create there and then. In retrospective maybe you see that other choices could have given a better result. But you were not at that frequency. Or level of consciousness at that moment.
If forgiveness is an option, the only one who need that forgiveness is yourself. For not being able to think, speak or act different. That you instead of being positive and lift the person, animal or plant up in vibration, you used it to expose the lowest frequency of yourself. The one who had to receive this had volunteered to receive it. To be the mirror for you to see how low you were willing to go in vibration towards another part of the Creation. This is not written to legitimate ill actions towards anyone. It is for you to understand how you could go to such low vibrations.
As you read this, you are at a level of development where you are looking for tools so that you can go on living with yourself despite your earlier life history. Beyond the point where you thought things would disappear if you bendt your knee and confessed to God. Purgatory appears when you are passed all that and understand that you are fully responsibly for all of your existence. You create yourself out of the highest level of consciousness available to you, as all existence always do. It’s just so hard to get to terms with the things that have brought you here.
It may help to think of your life as a journey of development. Just as a child grows and develop. It has to get over itself for all the bruses and blisters, all the phases of crying and screaming. It becomes smarter and more agile as time goes on. Stop doing harm to itself and others as growing in wisdom. Some don’t, but that is another discussion.
Is it possible for you to look at yourself kind of the same way? That you have always done what is your highest level of consciousness at any time? You know, your level of development isn’t how far or high you can reach. That is for anyone to do. Your level of development is measured in how low you will never go. When you look at your life, you can see if that have changed. That is development. The things you regret thinking, saying or doing will then occur as stepping stones on the way to where you are today. Lessons that has given you wisdom. Back then you didn’t know otherwise. Now you do.
Bad consciousness can be a good tool in early learning. It can stop you from doing unnecessary things. Bad consciousness coming from past sins when you reach Purgatory does no good. It only take away energy from your new focus as a fully conscious part of the Source of All There Is. Living in the past is a waste of energy. So every time old regrets comes to the surface, take a look at it. Acknowledge it, decide if it is still relevant. If not, let it go. If Yes, go through the process of finding out why it was necessary for you to create this experience , neutralize the emotion connected to it and file it in your bank of wisdom.
This is a method of working your way through Purgatory, neutralize it and go on with your life as fully conscious part of All That There Is. Creating the future without projecting the past into it. And before you know it, the learning experience and illusion of Purgatory is gone. No longer necessary for you.
Author: Angela
Angela is a Norwegian psychic and healer. She is also a published author and in this blog she shares advise and lessons with the support of her angels and guides.
